I'm not even sure if the title for this one makes any sense, but that's how I feel right now. Just getting out of a relationship with someone I still care about is really difficult, even though I refuse to cut all ties with him and just want to stay friends. I know being in a relationship should be the last thing on my mind but... sigh. :( And on top of that... there's other problems and oh my gosh, I'm just so confused. I want to be independent. I want to do things for and by myself from now on... so why did I agree to go see the Perseid showers with him tomorrow night? Just what the hell is wrong with me?
Provoked dimsum is now going to jump into a tub of hot boiling water now. Maybe then she'll die and won't have to deal with these things that confused and clutter my mind.
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